WARNING: THE FOLLOWING INCLUDES MAJOR FAILURE.

so, this was an awful day.
literally & food intake wise.

sound & lighting meeting led to
12:00pm pizza (2veg & 2pep); 940.

felt full & gross -
was about to purge in the school washroom (1:15pm) but someone walked in. fuck.

played 3 shifts in a frisbee game.

3:10pm raisins; 70.
raspberry bars; 100.

25 leg lifts each side.

5:00pm spinach & cheese ravioli with more cheese; 375.
5:30pm horrible crappy cheap macaroni & cheese; 180.

decided i could binge as long as i purged, because this day was already fucked.
6:30pm coconut cream pie; 180.
one & a half english muffins(240) topped with 7.5 tbsp peanut butter (675)& splenda (which i made & ate in less than 2 minutes); 915
purged as best i could. i'm a little afraid i didn't get it all.
7:00pm oatmeal; 130.


total 2710.

what today would've been like without the binge 1485. which in the very least would've not made me gain, which i'm sure today will.

` edit,
so then there was almost a cup of orange juice(70) some yogurt(35) a couple granola bars(300?) and a hot chocolate(40).
none of it purged.
which brings me to 3155.

11:40am steamed carrots with poppy seed dressing; 70.

frisbee practice, then i
walked around a mall for 4 hours.

7:00pm starbucks chai frappachino; 350.
half a bag of smartfood (cheddar popcorn); 250.

10:00pm two pieces of coconut cream pie; 340.
purged all pie.
& fyi, i usually don't taste anything, but the pie, tastes the same in reverse ..

12:00am oatmeal; 115.

total 1125.

there's been a few hectic days of binging, & a few of purging, but i'm back on track.

today;

11:00am spinach ravioli(230) with ricotta(270); 300.
12:00pm one cup carrots; 35.
12:45pm cheerios(110), banana(30) & soy milk(30); 170.

3:20pm chicken soup (broth); 20
orange pekoe tea & splenda; 0

5:30pm steamed carrots(40) with poppy seed dressing(35); 75.
spinach ravioli(100) with ricotta(55); 155
5:45pm purged, very little.

binged:
6:30pm crackers(200) with dill hummas(120); 320.
7:00pm purged, quite a bit.

total: 1075.
holy fuck.

what my day would've been like without the binge: 755.