i am page.

this is my itty bitty site about the mass amounts i've eaten each day. i'll post my daily failures intake, any exercise i may do, and those fun little gadgets cooking appliances & containers i'm a little obsessed with i have a normal attachment to.
this log is to hold me accountable to myself.

you can find the rest of my life here; broken little tea cup

Tuesday, May 11

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING INCLUDES MAJOR FAILURE.

so, this was an awful day.
literally & food intake wise.

sound & lighting meeting led to
12:00pm pizza (2veg & 2pep); 940.

felt full & gross -
was about to purge in the school washroom (1:15pm) but someone walked in.
fuck.

played 3 shifts in a frisbee game.

3:10pm raisins; 70.
raspberry bars; 100.

25 leg lifts each side.

5:00pm spinach & cheese ravioli with more cheese; 375.
5:30pm horrible crappy cheap macaroni & cheese; 180.

decided i could binge as long as i purged, because this day was already fucked.
6:30pm coconut cream pie; 180.
one & a half english muffins(240) topped with 7.5 tbsp peanut butter (675)& splenda (which i made & ate in less than 2 minutes); 915
purged as best i could. i'm a little afraid i didn't get it all.
7:00pm oatmeal; 130.


total 2710.

what today would've been like without the binge 1485. which in the very least would've not made me gain, which i'm sure today will.

` edit,
so then there was almost a cup of orange juice(70) some yogurt(35) a couple granola bars(300?) and a hot chocolate(40).
none of it purged.
which brings me to 3155.

1 comment:

KIKI BONES said...

Aw darling :( It's okay, you'll do better tomorrow :)
xx