11:20am (always unsweetened) applesause; 90.

4:00pm carrots, cucumber & dip; 100.
rice chips; 90.

6:00pm chocolate chip muffin; 350.

10:00pm oatmeal & applesause; 125.
10:30pm hot chocolate; 45.

today comes to 800, EXACTLY.

scarfed down a box of raisins in the booth at 11:25am; 35.
another on the subway at 5:30pm; 35.
poppy seed salad at 6:30pm; 50
made a egg white ricotta omlet, on toast with chives & cream cheese for dinner at 8:40pm ; 210.
washed it down with orange juice, water & ginger ale; 70.
which is all 400.
pretty ok right?

but then i binged.
crackers & cheese; 375.
yogurt; 35.
banana & peanut butter; 170.
adding 580.
BLAH.

so 980. which sucks, but isn't quite as large as i thought it was going to be.

sleeptight, page.

today?
CAKE.
but not really just any cake; the cake my daddy/step-mother sent me from utah, where things bake funny at a different altitude & must be made more caloric/thicker. + it was a double chocolate fudge cake recipe, but they added extra chocolategoodstuff just for page-ie.
the UPS man handed it to me & ran away.

so about 700 calories of that.
a muffin of death tim hortins chocolate chip muffin, 460.
purged 100 calories if i was lucky.
& some more cake. 400ish?
GOD I WISH I KNEW WHAT WAS IN IT.
peach tea
& i'll end up having some soup later, 20.
` 1480 TOO MUCH.

i'm gonna go knit my frustration away.
goodnight, & staystrong;
page.

-edit-
because i am such a fat-pig who can't keep it's gob shut, i ate;
poppy seed salad, 30.
pizza, 400.
TOTAL; 1910. fuck.
goodnight.