*edited

was fasting, but mother came home early & i had to eat dinner.

6:30pm caesar salad; 20.
grilled chicken breast & ketchup; 90.
peas & corn; 80.
sweet potato fries & plum sauce; 200.

total: 390.

9:00pm peas & corn; 80.
peas & cheese; 100
fruit bars; 360.
PURGED.

total: 930.
(fuck.)

extra: 2 tetracycline. 2 advil+caffeine. 1 benadryl (out like a light). 1 vitamin E. 1 B+C anti-stress vitamin.

* edited.

11:30am special K, mulitgrain cheerios & soy milk with cinnamon; 260.
purge a bit.

2:45pm mcdonalds junior chicken sandwich ketchup only; 300.
two extra large coke zeros.

7:00pm snacks (asian cracker things, icecream drumstick, rice crispy, golden oreo sippers); 450.
9:00pm spinach & calorie wise creamy poppy seed dressing; 65.
orange juice; 30.
cookies; 95.

total: 1200.

11:45pm special K, mulitgrain cheerios & soy milk with cinnamon; 260.

total: 1460.

extra: 1 Paxil. 1 anti-stress vitamin.

2:00-5:00pm one medium pizza; 1640.

four nestea zeros & four glasses of water.

half a bag of chips; 400.

purge a bit.

7:45pm juice; 450.

8:15pm PurgePurgePurgePurgePurge.

total: 2490.

extra: 1 advil+caffeine. 1 B+C anti-stress vitamin.
walk for an hour, longboard for three. running around all day. half an hour of exercise in evening.

one of those pizzas;

1:00pm cheerios & cinnamon; 77.
two cans of nestea zero.

6:00pm hot dog with ketchup & relish; 250(?).
7:30pm movie popcorn; 375.
large coke zero.
Purged as much as one can in a movie theater washroom.
bounty chocolate bar; 338.

11:00pm multigrain cheerios with cinnamon & soy milk; 180.
unsweetened applesauce with flax & cinnamon; 110.
pb&j sandwich; 400.
peanut butter with splenda & cinnamon; 340.
light hot chocolate; 45.
Purged.

total: 2115.
crapcrapcrapcrapcrap.

extra: 1 tetracycline. 1 Paxil. 1 B+C anti-stress vitamin. 2 advil+caffeine. 

*however i would like to note that i did almost pass out (again) at noon. dam am i ever iron deficient. i need a new supplement for that. but in the mean time food makes me stand a little straighter.
but Paxil - makes me a little loopy, a little off, & a whole lot of itchy & twitchy. only to used in emergency's of depression.
-excusesexcusesexcuses.-

2:00pm chicken broth; 15.
crackers & hummus; 95.
3:30pm unsweetened applesauce with flax & cinnamon; 90.
4:20pm half a piece of toast & light strawberry cream cheese; 85.
5:20pm bowl of carrots with splenda & calorie wise catalina dressing; 95.
6:00pm a mug of light hot chocolate; 55.
7:00pm half of a pb&j sandwich; 165.
8:00pm two pieces of peperonie pizza; 440.
8:50pm dark chocolate & an apple; 260.

total: 1330.

extra: 2 tetracycline. 2 advil+caffeine. 1 vitamin E. 1 B+C anti-stress vitamin. 2 3 sleep aids.

got depressed & disappeared.

i'll try to not let that happen again.